Oi!

After destroying my liver this summer I finally start school tomorrow. If it wasn’t Pierce I’d be excited. But it is so I’m not.

That empty feeling you have? It’s like a balloon whose helium is slowly sipping out. And it stays still in the air instead of flying up to the sky to pop. Thats how I feel. Floating endlessly nowhere.

“It’s a difficult road - the Path to Peace”

Sigh

Why do people always feel sorry for themselves? Thats something I don’t think I’ll ever get. I try not to feel sorry myself. I mean I think everyone practices self pity every now and then don’t get me wrong. It’s how we feel a sense of understandment with ourselves when a problem or issue comes up we can’t solve. I think. With that being said though, I don’t understand why people have to feel sorry for themselves in order to feel secure. Does it feel comfortable being a victim?

I try not to feel sorry for myself. I do sometimes, but I don’t broadcast it when I do. I don’t want anyone to know when I’m vulnerable. I don’t like that kind of attention.

Next thing you know I’ll be the victim of something though. And I’ll eat this whole post up.